Lily

I've hurt her so much I can't even believe I did that to her... I'm just so so sorry I hurt her like that!

Maya's poem

This abundance of care that grows within me does not have an explanation for it self only it withholds the compassion of being alone only the feeling, feels untitled ,it's untitled because it's now one of a kind 

It grows in each and every one of us does not depend on the situation or emotion 

I refer to it as "it" because I have no respect for it 

Because it's killing the soul inside me

Love?

July 23, 2014 

Hello. 

This is my story 

Brittany Soveranes cheated on me with someone I thought was my friend. But he wasn't. She is going to end up getting hurt because now Brittany likes him and he likes her. BUT he's in love with a girl named Ryana. He said Ryana is the love of his life and Would dump anyone Instantly for her. 

I really miss one of my old friends Lily Pavone. Lily and I where best friends since 6th grade! But I let stupid people take her away from me. I did some pretty fucked up shit to her... I wish I could apologize to her! But I haven't talked to her. And have one way to get in contact with her. 

I'm really crushing on a girl I almost had a chance with...

Maya! 

Tonight I was with Lili and we invited Maya over! I haven't seen her in forever. My feelings are still there for her... I don't know if her feelings for me are still there.  Lets just see where that gose! 

Jenna and Leticia still aren't talking or anything... It's hard to be friends with both of them. One gets all hurt and mad when I'm with the other. I just don't know what to do with that anymore...

High school!

It's almost time! I'm going to be starting 9th grade in August, I can't fucking wait! 

Suicide Room

~Suicide Room~ is the best movie ever,
Heart touching
Sad
Heart breaking